MavericksDynasty
09-07-2009, 10:22 AM
I'm 99.9% positive this is a dead-end, but been plagued by thoughts of "What if you're wrong?" so I just need that 0.01% confirmation that I've read this situation correctly.
A woman at my job started paying me lots of attention a few months ago. Extended flirtation ensued. We went out for drinks once after work. At the end I said I had a good time/wanted to do it again, and she replied with "Yeah, maybe."
After that, I made an effort to not pay her much attention and dated other women. She always initiates interaction between us. If I'm online, she IMs me. A couple of weeks ago she IMs me while I'm at home, and she just bukkaked the word "friendship" all over me: "I really enjoy your friendship, you are such a great friend, I am so lucky to have you as a friend, you always understand, thanks for being such a great friend, etc..." Barf.
Around the same time, one day I was walking by her office and she gets my attention. She flagged me down to tell me that she had contacted her ex-bf of 2 years to go out for a beer. I asked her if she wanted to get back together with him, and she said "Oh, I don't know what I want. We're friends. I just want to make sure I'm not passing anything up." I don't want to be this woman's therapist or shoulder to cry on, so lately I've stayed off facebook completely and gone out of my way to not walk by her office.
Last week I had to go to her office for professional, work-related reasons. I put it off all week until my boss started asking me why I hadn't taken care of this assignment. While I was in there, she let it slip that she and her ex-bf were going to a concert together that wkend. So I tried to play it off casual like "Oh, sounds like you two are reconnecting romantically" without sounding upset, and she said "We went out for a beer and nothing happened. We're friends for now. I don't know what I want."
I like this woman, and we have good chemistry, but I am not going to be her therapist or shoulder to cry on. Guys will tell women about other women to make them jealous, but do women do this? My gut tells me I need to move on and forget about her. I've stayed offline and have been going out of my way to avoid her office. If I don't see her for a day at work, she'll im me and be like "Where ya been? You've been hiding." There's no question she's noticed my absence for a whole week.
I figure it's a bad idea to tell her about my feelings for her, but I would if I thought it would lead to success. I just want to know if I'm making the right decision to walk away, or if I should double down and tell her how I feel. It's been awhile now since she's tried to pull the shoulder to cry on routine, since I've been unavailable, and I resolved to tell her the next time that happened that if we were going to be friends, we couldn't be that kind of friends. She pays me a lot of attention, but lately it's of the co-dependency kind, and I've learned through experience that being a woman's therapist does not lead to romance. Hence I've been trying to avoid her. I appreciate any advice you have to offer.
A woman at my job started paying me lots of attention a few months ago. Extended flirtation ensued. We went out for drinks once after work. At the end I said I had a good time/wanted to do it again, and she replied with "Yeah, maybe."
After that, I made an effort to not pay her much attention and dated other women. She always initiates interaction between us. If I'm online, she IMs me. A couple of weeks ago she IMs me while I'm at home, and she just bukkaked the word "friendship" all over me: "I really enjoy your friendship, you are such a great friend, I am so lucky to have you as a friend, you always understand, thanks for being such a great friend, etc..." Barf.
Around the same time, one day I was walking by her office and she gets my attention. She flagged me down to tell me that she had contacted her ex-bf of 2 years to go out for a beer. I asked her if she wanted to get back together with him, and she said "Oh, I don't know what I want. We're friends. I just want to make sure I'm not passing anything up." I don't want to be this woman's therapist or shoulder to cry on, so lately I've stayed off facebook completely and gone out of my way to not walk by her office.
Last week I had to go to her office for professional, work-related reasons. I put it off all week until my boss started asking me why I hadn't taken care of this assignment. While I was in there, she let it slip that she and her ex-bf were going to a concert together that wkend. So I tried to play it off casual like "Oh, sounds like you two are reconnecting romantically" without sounding upset, and she said "We went out for a beer and nothing happened. We're friends for now. I don't know what I want."
I like this woman, and we have good chemistry, but I am not going to be her therapist or shoulder to cry on. Guys will tell women about other women to make them jealous, but do women do this? My gut tells me I need to move on and forget about her. I've stayed offline and have been going out of my way to avoid her office. If I don't see her for a day at work, she'll im me and be like "Where ya been? You've been hiding." There's no question she's noticed my absence for a whole week.
I figure it's a bad idea to tell her about my feelings for her, but I would if I thought it would lead to success. I just want to know if I'm making the right decision to walk away, or if I should double down and tell her how I feel. It's been awhile now since she's tried to pull the shoulder to cry on routine, since I've been unavailable, and I resolved to tell her the next time that happened that if we were going to be friends, we couldn't be that kind of friends. She pays me a lot of attention, but lately it's of the co-dependency kind, and I've learned through experience that being a woman's therapist does not lead to romance. Hence I've been trying to avoid her. I appreciate any advice you have to offer.