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10-19-2005, 08:58 AM
Collapse familiar to one Red Sox fan
Game 5 has strange similarities to 1986 playoffs
By BILL SIMMONS
I feel like flying to Houston and giving everyone a hug.
See, I've been there. It's a special club and not really in a good way. When you get punched in the stomach by a sporting event — I mean, truly walloped — you're never quite the same afterward. The Red Sox have won the World Series; I even wrote a book about it called Now I Can Die in Peace. But that's the thing: You never truly have peace. The strangest things end up triggering painful memories, the stuff you thought had been buried.
During the ninth inning of Monday night's Cards-Astros game, I wasn't hoping the Astros would win. I was hoping they wouldn't blow it. There's a difference. Weird things happen when you haven't won in a long time; the poor Astros have never even appeared in a World Series.
After a while, in that situation, you start expecting to lose. Then one of those seasons rolls around when good things keep happening, and they keep happening, and you wait for the other shoe to drop ... only it never does.
Hard to relax
Eventually, you reach a point that Houston fans reached Monday night — you drop your guard, assume everything is different this season, give in to the moment — and that's when sports can truly crush you. It's happened to me. I didn't want it to happen to them.
And yes, I saw it coming. Before David Eckstein's at-bat in the ninth, I remember thinking, "This has to rank among the happiest crowds I've ever seen at a baseball game." They were three levels beyond ecstatic. They could smell it. They were headed to the World Series. Then Eckstein bleeded out a grounder for a single. You could hear the subtle change inside the ballpark, a slight shift in sound and demeanor.
Uh-oh. These are the Astros. Keep your guard up.
I knew that sound. Knew that feeling better than anyone. Brad Lidge started having trouble throwing strikes against Jim Edmonds. Suddenly, people weren't screaming and waving those towels anymore. You could feel the wheels slowly starting to squeak. Albert Pujols was on deck — nobody wanted any part of him. They started showing those awkward shots of the guys in the dugout, or the people in the stands, everyone with that frozen, "Oh, my God" face going. When Edmonds walked and Lidge seemed rattled enough that Phil Garner felt obliged to visit the mound, the terror alert was officially raised to red.
Now Pujols was digging in with one of those, "He better not hang a slider" looks on his face. If that wasn't scary enough, Fox showed a "St. Louis Cardinals: 39 comeback wins in regular season" graphic. And this is where I hate what happened to me as a sports fan, because I don't think normally about this stuff anymore. Even before the first pitch to Pujols, I was sitting there thinking about the following five things:
• 1. Eckstein's single was just like Gary Carter's single in Game 6 of the '86 Series at Shea — seemingly innocent, but not really.
• 2. Lidge had already thrown eight pitches that could have recorded the final out — five away from the number of pitches Calvin Schiraldi and Bob Stanley threw before the Mets tied Game 6.
• 3. The situation bore an eerie resemblance to Game 5 of the 1986 ALCS, the last time somebody blew a series-clinching ninth inning at home (Angels-Red Sox, also known as the Dave Henderson Game). That series had policemen on horses protecting the field even before the final out (just about the biggest jinx ever), as well as tortured Angels manager Gene Mauch staring blankly from the dugout (saddled by his own immense baggage from Philly's '64 collapse) and a franchise that had never made the World Series. This series had the Astros still hoping to break their 43-year drought to make their first World Series as well as a brutal history of home losses in the NLCS (1980 and 1986). No horses, though.
• 4. Al Michaels announced the Hendu game 20 years ago; during the latter stages of Game 5, he was announcing Monday Night Football at the same time on ABC. Warrants mentioning.
• 5. Roger Clemens was in the dugout for the Hendu Game, Game 6 at Shea and Monday night's game. Also warrants mentioning.
Strike? C'mon!
There was one other thought, of course: Please don't let Lidge throw a strike to Pujols.
Why do I think of these things? Because 1986 and 2003 wiped me out, that's why. You never truly get over it. When the Sox won the Series, I assumed that the scars from Game 6 and the Grady Little Game would heal. Well, they don't. That's why they're scars.
Hang in there, Houston. You never know.
Game 5 has strange similarities to 1986 playoffs
By BILL SIMMONS
I feel like flying to Houston and giving everyone a hug.
See, I've been there. It's a special club and not really in a good way. When you get punched in the stomach by a sporting event — I mean, truly walloped — you're never quite the same afterward. The Red Sox have won the World Series; I even wrote a book about it called Now I Can Die in Peace. But that's the thing: You never truly have peace. The strangest things end up triggering painful memories, the stuff you thought had been buried.
During the ninth inning of Monday night's Cards-Astros game, I wasn't hoping the Astros would win. I was hoping they wouldn't blow it. There's a difference. Weird things happen when you haven't won in a long time; the poor Astros have never even appeared in a World Series.
After a while, in that situation, you start expecting to lose. Then one of those seasons rolls around when good things keep happening, and they keep happening, and you wait for the other shoe to drop ... only it never does.
Hard to relax
Eventually, you reach a point that Houston fans reached Monday night — you drop your guard, assume everything is different this season, give in to the moment — and that's when sports can truly crush you. It's happened to me. I didn't want it to happen to them.
And yes, I saw it coming. Before David Eckstein's at-bat in the ninth, I remember thinking, "This has to rank among the happiest crowds I've ever seen at a baseball game." They were three levels beyond ecstatic. They could smell it. They were headed to the World Series. Then Eckstein bleeded out a grounder for a single. You could hear the subtle change inside the ballpark, a slight shift in sound and demeanor.
Uh-oh. These are the Astros. Keep your guard up.
I knew that sound. Knew that feeling better than anyone. Brad Lidge started having trouble throwing strikes against Jim Edmonds. Suddenly, people weren't screaming and waving those towels anymore. You could feel the wheels slowly starting to squeak. Albert Pujols was on deck — nobody wanted any part of him. They started showing those awkward shots of the guys in the dugout, or the people in the stands, everyone with that frozen, "Oh, my God" face going. When Edmonds walked and Lidge seemed rattled enough that Phil Garner felt obliged to visit the mound, the terror alert was officially raised to red.
Now Pujols was digging in with one of those, "He better not hang a slider" looks on his face. If that wasn't scary enough, Fox showed a "St. Louis Cardinals: 39 comeback wins in regular season" graphic. And this is where I hate what happened to me as a sports fan, because I don't think normally about this stuff anymore. Even before the first pitch to Pujols, I was sitting there thinking about the following five things:
• 1. Eckstein's single was just like Gary Carter's single in Game 6 of the '86 Series at Shea — seemingly innocent, but not really.
• 2. Lidge had already thrown eight pitches that could have recorded the final out — five away from the number of pitches Calvin Schiraldi and Bob Stanley threw before the Mets tied Game 6.
• 3. The situation bore an eerie resemblance to Game 5 of the 1986 ALCS, the last time somebody blew a series-clinching ninth inning at home (Angels-Red Sox, also known as the Dave Henderson Game). That series had policemen on horses protecting the field even before the final out (just about the biggest jinx ever), as well as tortured Angels manager Gene Mauch staring blankly from the dugout (saddled by his own immense baggage from Philly's '64 collapse) and a franchise that had never made the World Series. This series had the Astros still hoping to break their 43-year drought to make their first World Series as well as a brutal history of home losses in the NLCS (1980 and 1986). No horses, though.
• 4. Al Michaels announced the Hendu game 20 years ago; during the latter stages of Game 5, he was announcing Monday Night Football at the same time on ABC. Warrants mentioning.
• 5. Roger Clemens was in the dugout for the Hendu Game, Game 6 at Shea and Monday night's game. Also warrants mentioning.
Strike? C'mon!
There was one other thought, of course: Please don't let Lidge throw a strike to Pujols.
Why do I think of these things? Because 1986 and 2003 wiped me out, that's why. You never truly get over it. When the Sox won the Series, I assumed that the scars from Game 6 and the Grady Little Game would heal. Well, they don't. That's why they're scars.
Hang in there, Houston. You never know.