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I added her on twitter and had a talk with her there earlier today, finding that she's already back in town. She's been back for quite a while, as she said, and I had no idea when she returned. I told her about the delightful news that I had found a good job at a local research ins ute. She didn't react too strongly but she did ask some questions such as which ins ute it is and what kind of research it does, and she said it was quite a good job in total honesty. I think it is already time for me to make the "move" since I've also found a job, just as I planned last summer, and I don't have no excuse to delay it anymore.
She told me she's been preparing for the CPA exams which are scheduled for October, and after the exams her job at PwC will begin immediately. But when I asked her if she would like to go out with me somewhere for a jaunt when she felt tired studying accounting, she responded with these words "Thanks... I'm feeling good now, maybe sometime later..." I don't know whether it was that she had declined me, or that she wanted me to ask her out straight. I tend to believe the latter because, before saying that she said something else that seemed to have some deep meanings... I asked her if she could reconsider choices since accounting was so hard to learn (especially for a novice like she is), she said that learning is always hard at the beginning, but after getting through this process it'd get easier. I didn't respond to this message of hers right away, and just a few minutes later she sent a second straight message that said "It's just like the process of coming out of school and entering the society, the society is complicated but we can't refuse to work, everyone has this painful learning process..."
I think the real purpose of her saying that was to summon me to "act". I've found a job so it's not like I'm reluctant to enter the society and work tbh, she must be referring to something else. She knew my biggest concern... my life would be ed if I got rejected by her, so I didn't even dare to try it due to the fear of failure. But someone had to make the move and it's rightfully a man's duty. I know I'll have to make the move but I just don't know how, I've discussed it with my mom but girls today are so different from her age she has given me no useful advice supposedly. What shall I do?
