When people are asking me, “How does it feel to be back?” I don’t consider myself back. It’s jinxy. That’s why I don’t talk to the media right now. They’re going to ask the same questions, “How does the knee feel? … How does it feel coming off the bench? … Are you opting out?”
You know what, there’s only so many times you can answer those same questions. I mean, can’t they just use the same quotes I said last week? There’s only so many times you can answer the same questions so I just said, “Forget it.”
I retired from talking to the media for this year. I’m going to wait until next season.
After this, I’m not blogging for a little bit either. Right now, it’s not all about me. It’s about keeping focus on the team. We’re in the middle of a playoff positioning fight. I’m trying to do anything I can to help us achieve our team goals. If that means coming off the bench, then that means coming off the bench.
I’m just trying to keep a level head and not worry about anything. I’m just focusing on playing and doing whatever I can to make the team better. I know most players, when they come back, especially when they’re the franchise player on the team, they can interrupt what’s going on. Instead of coming in and trying to fulfill what I used to do right away, I just wanted to come in as a role player and add to what the team was already doing. I don’t want them to have to change back to the dynamic we had last year and re-do their roles with the playoffs so near. Me coming back should be a plus, not a minus.
We lost the first game when I came back with that shot, but it’s a shot. It shouldn’t have gone down, but it did. You can’t blame a whole game on one shot.
Tom Knott ripped me in the paper and said I messed up on an assignment and this and that and compared me to Sprewell.
Stuff like that irritates me because they don’t put any thought into what they’re writing. They want people to “Ooh” and “Aah” about their stories but come on, if I was like Sprewell, I would have just sat out, dummy.
Let’s be honest.
The only reason you know anything about the contract situation is because I’m letting you know. Ninety-seven, 98 percent of the world would have just sat there on the bench and thought, “If I just sit here, I’m going to get X amount of money, if I don’t, anything can happen.”
But I love basketball too much. I said, “Screw it. If I get hurt again, I get hurt.”
At the end of the day, I’m still playing basketball. I can get hurt walking down the street.
But, Sprewell? Come on, Knott. You can be more creative than that. Last time I checked, I didn’t choke anybody. I didn’t say I need to feed my family.
My kids eat McDonald’s, how much money do I need to feed them? Cheeseburgers have gone up from 49 cents to 69 cents, so I could complain about that I guess. But if I need money for a McDonald’s cheeseburger for my kids, we have bigger problems than a game vs. Milwaukee.
But to be real for a second, in that Bucks game with the way we played, we should have put them away. I don’t want to take away from what Sessions did. You know, he was a D-League player for most of the year and came in at the end of the game with the confidence to hit a great shot. He hit that rainbow three.
My natural basketball instincts kicked in. I know they say not to leave the corner, but they threw the ball to Bogut near me and I thought I had a chance to disrupt him. But Bogut kicked it out and Sessions hit a rainbow shot over my head.
I know it’s easy to look back now and say, “Dang, I shouldn’t have did that.” But when you got the game on the line and they throw the ball by your head, you go for that switch. I bit on it and he hit the shot.
I could see being angry if it was Michael Redd in the corner, but there’s no scouting report on Sessions. He didn’t really shoot the whole game up to that point. I didn’t think the man could shoot, and he stepped up and hit a game winner.
Other than that, we’re 3-1 since I’ve been back. So I want that team momentum to continue. We got Detroit coming up and they’re resting their players for the playoffs, but we have to go in there and handle business because we’re still fighting for a higher seed. They got second locked up, so there ain’t no point for them to risk their guys, but we have to do what we got to do because Philly is on our tail. They’re trying for that fifth spot too. I think everybody wants Cleveland in that first round. They’ve been a .500 team ever since they made that trade and everybody wants a chance at that matchup.
We want Cleveland for our own reasons, we don’t think they can beat us in the playoffs three years straight. It’s hard to beat a team three years straight. We want to try our luck.