
You got that right.
Plus it is always fruitless to argue semantics.
I never saw this as a debate. For me it was always a discussion simply because it consisted of opinions.
And my opinion all along has never changed, that the existence or nonexistence of God can neither be proved nor disproved in an "objective" manner and has absolutely nothing to do with being illogical or logical.
I explained this by saying that to know God, is a purely "subjective" experience.
You said it best when you pointed out that it was a paradox. But you went on to say that because it was a paradox, that that made it inherently irrational or unreasonable.
I just wanted to point out at the end that a paradox is not necessarily unreasonable or irrational, rather that at this point in time it is just unexplainable, and just because something is unexplainable does not make it untrue.
That is where things bogged down into semantics.
If your belief is basically atheistic, I am quite fine with that, mine once was too. However nowadays it is theistic.
But there is no way I could ever explain the whys and wherefores. If I could, then I would.
You claimed because I "would" not that I was evading or some such which was not the case at all.
It was simply a matter that I "could" not because I had not the ability.
And further, I seriously doubt there is anyone alive who can.
I firmly believe that to know God, and the hows and whys involved in that, are totally subjective in nature.