Free will is an illusion, technically no one is actually thinking, making rational decisions, or is responsible for anything. Rather, were acting out assigned social roles. (We do train ourselves extensively on behavior, so we at least act rational.)
Obv Lamar got some strong victimhood memes. Brain health is also a big deal. The autistics and sociopaths here on the message boards aren't known to understand emotions ave some people get brains that aren't calibrated our get in calibrated bits stress and injury...personally I think most emotions are dumb, but it's a defining human thing and had it's uses.
Anyway if this were football we'd be saying cte and moving on. I'd assume that prior to his latest drug use Odom had significant problems already maintaining his sense of self worth. You could.even respect him for laying this long.