You'll be on the same site later tonight, but under the TS tab, as is customary with you and your post historynope..I ain't.... I'm gonna spend $120 on a nice steak dinner, some laffy taffy, maybe a Lime-A-Rita, some lottery tix..call up Katie..and hit that all night for free..you and Deads....gonna drop $120 on a $2 hooker in some roach infested motel
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You'll be on the same site later tonight, but under the TS tab, as is customary with you and your post history
http://houston.backpage.com/Transsex...layout=gallery
http://www.thecharlottepost.com/inde...&category=News
He'd also be the one to order a $120 steak well-done and ask the waiter for some ketchup
I sure could use a blow job DMC.... those boitches man
http://www.thecharlottepost.com/inde...&category=News
..yet you legitimately trick money into men's Paypals..smh.
Anyway, I feel pretty pathetic right now. It doesn't seem to take much to bring me down. I've always had struggle with my own self esteme, and many times, the people around me don't help. Case in point, the boss's teenage daughter came in to his office. The boss has a window in his door. As I walked by, I looked into his office and saw her. My desk is fairly close, but even though his door was closed, she didn't realize that I could hear her and she started making a fuss about me looking at her as if she was "some fish in an aquarium". I make people upset just by LOOKING at them!!
Tonight, a girl I know who has been friendly to me a long time ago, barely gave me the time of day, but was all chummy with this other guy. He's good looking and all, . . . then there's me, someone who isn't a "normal looking guy". It's not like I was after either of the two girls mentioned. The boss's daughter is a teenager, the other girl is married (so is the other guy).
I'm just so tired of being unacceptable to members of the oposite gender. I've already had major struggles being that I never had a serious girlfriend until I was in my mid 30's (my ex wife), now SHE changed her mind too. I SO much want to be "one of the attractive people" but that isn't going to happen and I feel like an idiot even having issues with it, but it's there, right in my face.
I was even having a good night, but it seems like one thing [one week] compounds upon another thing [the next week]. People, even my main counselor, keep saying that "I'll find someone eventually." Heck, I can't even be openly welcomed by girls who aren't even actually available (even if I were looking), what would give me any indication that this will change in the future??
I don't want to live out the rest of my life and be the crazy, weird, old single guy, but that is a very good possibility. And that future will be more than I can bare.
I don't want to just be the nice friend guy. Nice guys really DO finish last. Damn it, I want to be desired, . . . maybe perhaps needed by someone. . . . to be devoured even!! I want to be someone who "rocks someone's world"! And not just for a short while, but for the long haul.
And if I hear one more bit of "Christian advise" about how "God will be your spouse", I'm going to throw something . . . . . really hard . . . . at something maybe very breakable!!! Or whatever.
I just want to find that seemingly elusive "true love". I've seen it before.
At least I gave you material for your very own spankbank (your kinda variety) as you heat up a hotpocket and masturbate into a tube sock tonight
lol what a
Undesirable to, or undesired by.
DMC trying to get feedback for his son - tbh
It doesn't sound like my Jacob and I'm sure as that Jacob is just as pure a celibate as Rogue is tbh, which means there ain't never a 's hand having ever touched any of the four hands of ours. Plus, Jacob is still in his early 30s, provided that 1983 was the year when he was born, and it ain't nothing new here since there're many ST posters who attach their birth years to their screen names (BRPelican45, Durant_82, xmas1997 etc...)
No that one is ripe as .
This is funny because in real life of course DMC gets laid A LOT
So its funny because its the opposite of what is true
First thing ya do is stop wasting your time doing this messageboard trip. Start spending that time doing things more interesting than messing with a bunch of know nothing kids who saw this thread as some stupid excuse to post girlie pictures....wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lose some weight, gain some muscle, cool this.....poor poor me....at ude. Go dancing!Anyway, I feel pretty pathetic right now. It doesn't seem to take much to bring me down. I've always had struggle with my own self esteme, and many times, the people around me don't help. Case in point, the boss's teenage daughter came in to his office. The boss has a window in his door. As I walked by, I looked into his office and saw her. My desk is fairly close, but even though his door was closed, she didn't realize that I could hear her and she started making a fuss about me looking at her as if she was "some fish in an aquarium". I make people upset just by LOOKING at them!!
Tonight, a girl I know who has been friendly to me a long time ago, barely gave me the time of day, but was all chummy with this other guy. He's good looking and all, . . . then there's me, someone who isn't a "normal looking guy". It's not like I was after either of the two girls mentioned. The boss's daughter is a teenager, the other girl is married (so is the other guy).
I'm just so tired of being unacceptable to members of the oposite gender. I've already had major struggles being that I never had a serious girlfriend until I was in my mid 30's (my ex wife), now SHE changed her mind too. I SO much want to be "one of the attractive people" but that isn't going to happen and I feel like an idiot even having issues with it, but it's there, right in my face.
I was even having a good night, but it seems like one thing [one week] compounds upon another thing [the next week]. People, even my main counselor, keep saying that "I'll find someone eventually." Heck, I can't even be openly welcomed by girls who aren't even actually available (even if I were looking), what would give me any indication that this will change in the future??
I don't want to live out the rest of my life and be the crazy, weird, old single guy, but that is a very good possibility. And that future will be more than I can bare.
I don't want to just be the nice friend guy. Nice guys really DO finish last. Damn it, I want to be desired, . . . maybe perhaps needed by someone. . . . to be devoured even!! I want to be someone who "rocks someone's world"! And not just for a short while, but for the long haul.
And if I hear one more bit of "Christian advise" about how "God will be your spouse", I'm going to throw something . . . . . really hard . . . . at something maybe very breakable!!! Or whatever.
I just want to find that seemingly elusive "true love". I've seen it before.
what's really funny is an established scholar like DMC probably also lives a similar life as was described in the OP but he feels the exact opposite way. He might have ed few es and feel proud of his abstinence. Of course he could've got laid a lot but sex ain't never an activity that appeals to the true scholars and badasses, imho
self esteme
The only thing that struck me that I have read, was in the OP where you said
Maybe you should take reflection on how you treat women. This suggests to me that you possible stare and stalk with your eyes, rather than normal casual glances. She is obviously uncomfortable with you. Ask yourself why...she started making a fuss about me looking at her as if she was "some fish in an aquarium".
^This.
If you're going to stalk somebody, use google earth
Like you I shave my chest and post selfies from my doublewide.
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