your in a lot of emotional pain, yet thru cutting you feel np physical pain.... just the sweet release as the blade comes into your skin. It;s pulling all your (emotional) pain out into the world thru your open wound. And that wound is a metaphor .. a constant reminder. don;t let it heal.. let that mofo stay open and raw.... just cover it with a paper towel and a retro wrist wrap while at school...

so yeah. cut away my friend.