I found Jesus...

[Kori Ellis]

By the way, if you ever want to try a different church just for fun. We go to Shepherd of the Hills Lutheran on Wurzbach. (sort of near Mouse's place) The pastor is awesome and does an incredible job making the lessons of the bible relate to "real" life. They have a bunch of different service times.

[Dre_7]

Isnt San Antone home to Max Lucado's Church? I like the books of his that I have read.

[Kori Ellis]

Isnt San Antone home to Max Lucado's Church? I like the books of his that I have read.

Yes it is -- it's Oak Hills Church.

[Richard Pryor]

Plus Zak, a lot of people don't realize that I've been battling medical problems for a year. And just because I don't call or email people all the time .. or invite peeps over our house as much as before doesn't mean that I'm not being as cool. It just means that I'm dealing with stuff. Being unhealthy sucks. I am to the point that I'm even taking off from going to Spurs games for a couple weeks because I can't handle it. For example in the last few days, I've had to stay in bed for like 15 hours a day because I have such bad aches from a medication I have to take. It sucks. So I hope that Mouse (or whoever else) understand that. If I'm not around as much .. or going out as much, it just means that I'm dealing with stuff.

You have nothing to justify Kori. Those that KNOW you, KNOW how good a person you are. And none of us would be here if it wasn't for you and LJ in the first place. Thankyou. I wish i could take your medical problems away...I can't, but I can pray for God to do it. He can, and he will. Just have faith, patience, and be strong. I love you guys.

Thanks for everything.

[Dre_7]

Yes it is -- it's Oak Hills Church.

Cool. He came to Madison a couple years ago. I went to see him speak. Very good orator I must say.

[Kori Ellis]

I can't, but I can pray for God to do it. He can, and he will.

I know that. I'm getting much better. I'm just having bad reaction to a medication/vaccine that I had to have. You know when you are a kid and you are supposed to have all your vaccines in school?? Well somehow I missed a Measles/Mumps/Rubella vaccine. And in blood testing for other stuff, they figured out I wasn't immune to Rubella. So I had to have a vaccine two weeks ago -- so right now, I'm just sick from that. My other problems are going away. I'm just tired of being sick.

[Cant_Be_Faded]

I am the most devout christian on this forum, I said.




How many of YOU own both of these?

[Richard Pryor]

I know that. I'm getting much better. I'm just having bad reaction to a medication/vaccine that I had to have. You know when you are a kid and you are supposed to have all your vaccines in school?? Well somehow I missed a Measles/Mumps/Rubella vaccine. And in blood testing for other stuff, they figured out I wasn't immune to Rubella. So I had to have a vaccine two weeks ago -- so right now, I'm just sick from that. My other problems are going away. I'm just tired of being sick.

wow. I don't envy you, but i do admire you. Godbless you guys....you're in my prayers.

[Richard Pryor]

here's some songs that i really like right now, in my enlightened state....i just though i'd share...

Staind-Outside

And you
Can bring me to my knees
Yeah

All this time
That I could make you breathe
Yeah

All the times
That I felt insecure
Yeah

And I leave
A burning path of flame

(Chorus)
I’m on the outside
I’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you’re ugly
You’re Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All this time
That I felt like this won’t add
Once for you

And I taste
What I could never have
It’s from you

All those times
That I tried
My intentions
Full of pride
And I waist
More time than anyone

I’m on the outside
I’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you’re ugly
You’re ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I’ve cried
All that’s wasted
It’s all inside

And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It’s back again

And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can’t mend

And I feel
Tomorrow will be okay
But I know

That I’m on the outside
I’m looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you’re ugly
You’re ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

-----------------

I think about how ugly i am....how ugly i was.

I can see through ME.

and because i can see through ME? see to the real ME?

i see others as well.

I see people. By words. Actions.

But i don't judge. I just want to understand. So I can help....IF they ask me to.

[Richard Pryor]

How deep is your love-beegees

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
and the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again.

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love then you softly leave
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love

(Chorus)
How deep is your love, how deep is your love?
I really mean to learn
Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down when they all should let us be
We belong to you and me.

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul.
You're the light in my deepest darkest hour
You're my saviour when I fall

And you may not think I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love?

(Chorus)

La da da da da, la da da da da da da da da da da

And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love then you softly leave
and it's me you need to show
How deep is your love

(Chorus) repeat to fade



---------------

Actually, ANY song about LOVE, i can equate to Jesus in some way....it's pretty cool. Cuz Jesus IS LOVE.

And i really like the line, we are living in a world of fools..breaking us down...when they all should let us be...we belong to you and me....

Kinda saying that don't let others break you down. To those that judge you and hate on you. I mean...not to curse them...but, their words and judgements cannot hurt you unless you let them. So just don't let them. And belonging to You and Me?

To me that's me telling Jesus I belong to him and I belong to myself. Kindasorta....

[Cant_Be_Faded]

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Here's what I'm listening to: Phil Collins - Sussudio

There's a girl thats been on my mind all the time -
sussudio
oho.
Now she don't even know my name

But I think she likes me just the same - sussudio
oho.
Ah
if she called me I'd be there
I'd come running anywhere.
She's all I need
all my life

I feel so good if Ijust say the word - sussudio

Just say the word - ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
sussudio.

Now I know that I'm too young

my love has just begun - sussudio
oho.
Give me a chance
give me a sign

I'll show her anytime - su-sussudio
oho.
Ah
I've got to have her
have her now

I've got to get closer but I don't know how.
She makes me nervous and makes me scared

But I feel so good if I just say the word - sussudio

Just say the word - ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
su-sussudio
oho.

Ah she's all I need
all of my life

I fee'l so good if I just say the word - sussudio

I say the word - ohhhhhh
su-sussudio

I say the word - ohhhhhhhhh
sussudio

I'll say the word - ohhhhhhhhhhh
su-sussudio
oho.
Just say the word
just
just say the word

Just say the word - su-sussudio
sussudio
sussudio

Sussudio
sussudio
sussudio.
I say the word - sussudio
I say the word -
oh
just say the word.

[cecil collins]

I had no idea who jesus was or where to find him until I started to hear Creed songs on the radio. That really opened my eyes. His arms were wide open, and his sacrifice was known to me.

Hallelujah.

[Richard Pryor]

in cbf....love you man...

I don't know how many of you guys can handle my comedy, but you guys KNOW how i feel about people who judge me...so it right....Jesus IS Magic!!!

here's my version CBF...
BigZak - Jew, Jew, Jesusus

There's a Man thats been on my mind all the time -
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

oho.

Now He Even knows my name

But I think He loves me just the same - Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

oho.

Ah
if HE called me I'd be there
I'd come running anywhere.
He's all I need
all my life

I feel so good if I just say the word - Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

Just say the word - ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

Now I know that I'm too young

my love has just begun - Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
oho.
Give me a chance
give me a sign

I'll show Him anytime - Jew, Jew, Jesusus,...
oho.
Ah
I've got to have Him
have Him now

I've got to get closer but I don't know how.
He makes me nervous and makes me scared

But I feel so good if I just say the word - Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

Just say the word - ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
oho.

Ah He's all I need
all of my life

I fee'l so good if I just say the word - Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

I say the word - ohhhhhh
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

I say the word - ohhhhhhhhh
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

I'll say the word - ohhhhhhhhhhh
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
oho.
Just say the word
just
just say the word

Just say the word - Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,

Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
I say the word - Jew, Jew, Jesusus,
I say the word -
oh
just say the word.

[E20]

Hey BigZak, on your screen name 'Baby Brother' who was that hot ass chick as your sig?

[Richard Pryor]

Hey BigZak, on your screen name 'Baby Brother' who was that hot ass chick as your sig?

that was actually me before the sex change....but i kept the s.

their real and their spectacular!

[E20]

that was actually me before the sex change....but i kept the s.

their real and their spectacular!

WHO ING WAS SHE?

[Richard Pryor]

you MUST be mistaken. i only have lust for my wife good sir.

like yesterday, when i jacked off? i thought of my wife. pinkyswear....I'LL EVEN SHAKE ON IT...


dayum...if i think about all the potential kids i flushed down my toilet...

[Cant_Be_Faded]

Jew Jew Jesus?????? roflr oflr fol

LOLOLOL!!!

LOL!!!!!!!!

[Silent Bob]

By the way, if you ever want to try a different church just for fun. We go to Shepherd of the Hills Lutheran on Wurzbach. (sort of near Mouse's place) The pastor is awesome and does an incredible job making the lessons of the bible relate to "real" life. They have a bunch of different service times.

Thanks K, i'll check it out sometime, for sure. I like the name.

We're all trying to get to the same place.

[Silent Bob]

what DON"T you jack off to bro.

Take care of youself....i only have ONE thing to say to you......




wear a rubber dude...and may Godbless you.

[TheWriter]

Jesus saves!

[Triumph]

just use one SN from now on...and i don't jack off actually

yes, yes, You don't jack off, and i don't have s...

I don't know what kind of bull they feed you in the volleyball world brother, but wake up.

But Everyone KNOWS you jack off. it's no secret.


they just don't know you think of men when you do it.

[TheWriter]

they just don't know you think of men when you do it.

Oh snap, no you didn't.

[TheWriter]

But Everyone KNOWS you jack off. it's no secret.


they just don't know you think of men when you do it.

Oh snap, no you didn't.

[BabyBrother]

Ok, K, I talked to mouse.

He said he left cuz manny said he was annoying.

He said he was here for comedy, but since so many seem to think he's not funny? What was the point. THAT is the bottomline, and it had NOTHING to do with you K. Just letting you know exactly what he told me.



The thing with mouse. Everyone always assumed a new screen name was him. It's very simple. Mouse doesn't hide, just like i don't. We really don't care if you know who we are. We like different screen names cuz we like variety. Maybe we like different avatars. Different sigs.

But people, i'm not naming names...but people like Sequspur, (who is a king asshole on the forum, but a nice guy in person) like to be able to JUDGE other posters. They'll pretend like they don't, but they do. They don't care WHAT you say. It's WHO is saying it. That's called predjudice. As in to pre-judge.

that.

And I KNOW there were times when the boys, myself included were having words on the internet, like computer nerd baddasses, but Mouse and I don't pull punches sometimes. We are NOT afraid of the Truth. And because I have love for everyone? I'm gonna tell Tpark, Adrienne, and whoever else the Truth, As I see it. That doesn't make it the truth. It makes it the truth IN MY OPINION. And we are all en led to our opinions aren't we?

Of course, there are limits. I've leaned the hard way not to bite the hand that feeds me. But otherwise? We are all the same here. I'm not better than sequspur, mann, tpark, gig, nbadan, ohgee, herbivore female or anyone.

But they sure as aren't better than me either.

And manny is NO bETter than Duff. even though he THINKS he is.

Not to jab, but if manny would just get over himself, i bet he and Duff would be good friends and could play guitar together.

But it...to each their own.

I've lusted for just about every woman in this forum. And most of the guys in here have as well. But that's in my past. NOt in my present. Not in my future. I'm moving on. But I won't forget anyone here. You guys and dolls are all aweseome to me. My internet family.

It's not about spurstalk. It's about me.

If/when i'm ready to post on message boards again?

Spurstalk will be my choice.

In the meantime? I'll probobaly just be on myspace....you know...i'm getting off (figuratively) to the journal thing. And making friends/acquaintances too...so it's all good.