I can't recall the misery now without the attendant deliverance a year later. I blocked that pure portion of it. Now all that remains is misery, severely tempered by vengeance. I still marinate myself in the ridicule and humiliation that was meted out. They (Celtics/Media) knew he would destroy them if they did not destroy him. But, he knew it, and unlike Wilt and West and Kareem who chose to surrender to them, Magic went another way. He planned their extermination as they were planning his.
You don't have that leg up, Midst. Your people don't. They weren't tormented by the Heat. They weren't conspired against by Media in order to eradicate their power. You'll have to find your motivation from within Texas.