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whats the reference?
I have posted some ed up in the past that may have been offensive to certain posters on this board.....
I would like it to be known that I have a drinking problem. Some already know this.
I sometimes drink a 12-pack or more a day by myself.
During those periods I have posted replies and topics that the next day I regret... sometimes avoiding certain locations like "The Club" because I have embarrased myself speaking out of tounge.
Ohh, I remember what I post, dont get me wrong... but I think on it the next day and feel really embarassed about it sometimes.
I have this same problem in real life... I speak my mind when I shouldnt be so forth-coming. I piss people off even when I dont intend to. It's in my nature to be fourthcoming.
I wont go into detail but I will admit I have a problem with alchohol, I cant remember the last day I went without a drink, and thats been over 10 years. It scares me, but I am not ready yet to face it.
I plead you to keep in mind this though... I Do NOT smoke cigarettes at work... It makes me sick having a cigarette until after 5pm and without a beer in hand... and as far as any alchohol is concerned, I dont have drinks during lunch unless my boss himself is buying them....
Its hard to explain... I can control myself during the work day, no problems, no cravings at all during the day.. either cigarettes or Beer.... but once work is done, all bets are off.
Im not some plastered that caries a flask to work... I can do without... But I know I also have a problem with it.... The main problem with that is that I dont feel like Im ready to take the addiction on.
Im going to be 31 come March 10th.
I have sky dived, been mountain biking all over Texas and other states, Been Kayaking for the past 2 years on some of the best waters Texas has to offer, raced at Alamo Dragway and the new San Antonio Raceway... But here I am, still ting my life away on alchohol....
Damn, I really need to take a hold of my life.
whats the reference?
This is so Avante style.
Just an FYI, I posted this while I was drunk.
I have problems.
I see you went to Avante's ellipsis school.Just an FYI, I posted this while I was drunk.
I have problems.
Who's this pasted from?
Drink every day, EVERY DAY, Until you are 30 and you still wont match me....I see you went to Avante's ellipsis school.
This is not a boast....
It's a warning...
Dont do it....
I started drinking heavily when I was 19yrs old.
You dont want it, trust me.
I used to be able to take the trails at O.P. Schnabel Park like they where nothing. Now? I can barely last 10 minutes of riding.
If your as old as I think you are, you will have the same mindset I had.... Seriously.... Dont take the road I took.
jeebus branching out into strange, BUMP territory.
was that from phyzik?
no, from the hert. this is a thread of healing.
but in all seriousness, yes, from phyzik
jeebus bringing the old school stuff
So a "friend" of mine owes me money. He came over to my house the other day and soliticted my help. He said there was 10 bucks in it for me if I did 3 loads of laundry and washed all his dishes. I did it as fast as I could, about 2 hours after he asked, it was done. He was running out of tobacco, so I gave him the rest of my tobacco because he's a heavier smoker than I am. A little short on cash around this time of the month, he promised me that he'd have the money to me the next day. This was on Sunday. So, theoretically, by Monday I should have the money.
He says that he didn't get his check on Monday. Okay, I said, and I left it at that. I ask him again today, he says he has his check is here but he needs to get to the bank. Okay, I said, again. Tonight I go over to his apartment and he procedes to tell me that he spent my 10 dollars on something "we (his other friends) got some stuff and he didn't have the 10 dollars to pay me back." So he promises me the ten dollars on Wednesday. I have a busy day tomorrow so I won't find out until 4PM tomorrow if he's lying to me. He tells me to get a job because I don't make enough money. Well, if he'd pay me...
I've given a lot to this guy. He got meals at my apartment at least twice a week for six months last year. He didn't have cable so I let him watch whatever he wanted to watch, let him stay in my apartment from 6AM to 10PM every night and he was the one who left. When I went away on trips, he sometimes would have a key to let himself in. I subsequently found my VCR broken (brand-new). I even financed a tattoo about a year ago and it took him 8 months to get me 70 dollars for it. I even paid for the cream to keep it from becoming infected.
I want this "friend" out of my life. He's a user and he's found that the milk has gone sour on me so he's keeping other people a priority now that I don't have the cash to support his many habits. Because I don't get pissed and angry and curse in his face, he thinks I'm a pushoever. Some "friend."
Has this ever happened to anyone else? Do you do this to other people?
btw, this isn't copied from the forum. just an fyi.
Now you gotta make a crytika of crytikas.
Apologies are accepted.
goddamn it you guys are all ing weird lol
You need to accept Straight Edge into your life.
Crytika levels reaching critical
no need to apologize when there're far worse posters around here. you have all my mercies brah and i know drinking problems ain't nothing good to your health. you may as well try weed or when you get bored next time, drugs will for sure give u more pleasure then alcohol tbh
I would have had no idea judging from his posts.
I used to enjoy the alcoholic-phyzik bashing until I learned he killed 3 people (real people, not Iraqi children)...then I became part of his support group.
Wait, really?
Yeah, home invasion.
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