Sex and family, music, football, track and books.
Nah, you yust have to wait for him to act all happy again. Didn't you take any psychology classes, guey? You don't worry about the pendejos that talk about killing themselves you have to worry about the ones that talk about it and then one day yust stop and start acting all happy and chit.
Like... with all your family? I knew you were ed up in the head but you are a real sick piece of chit.
oh man... not again...
I've come up with an actual plan. It might be more of a fantasy but I'm seriously considering going through with it. If I'm not out of the coal mine by this time next year, then I will finally leave the mine and North Texas and go explore this world that I've never been able to see. The only problem would be money. I figure if I start saving now and cut back big time, I might be able to do this adventure for a month which would be awesome but I will admit it would suck after the adventure is over. Once the adventure is over, it's back to reality.
So you are going to come out of the closet...ok.
A lot of people in here will support that. Congrats.
nah scrah, I had it taken care of the day after I started the thread. I wipe my ass with $300, but only if tp isn't available - nawwhatimean?
Dude, just get out onto Harry Hines, find a hooker, and get your sucked.
Reason for living? That's easy - to be successful in my career, start a family, and see the world. Anyone who says that's chasing the carrot, or conforming to some sort of norm to society, is just sad and most likely spiteful. Ones reason for living is to get to whatever makes them happy. For some that's a blowjob from a Puerto Rican hooker in the Bronx, to another it could be "owning" people on a sports forum, for another it could be making long, useless, and repe ive lists. Just do what makes you happy, it's obviously not working at Target, so make big changes in your life or you're going to continue to be pathetic.
Not being spiteful (I mentioned the carrot) - just giving you truth.
What you said makes sense - IF - AND ONLY IF - those things bring happiness. If they do - good for you.
Why would working at Target or anywhere else be any different than another career? It might make some people happy - It might never make others happy.
You said - "get" to what makes you happy. Where did you hear or learn that happiness is something that you "get" to...or a destination that you arrive at?
This is why I responded to the OP but apparently - he was never interested in finding out about truth or happiness.
Many people "achieve" success in a career and then discover that it did not bring happiness. Many people acquire huge amounts of money and discover that it did not bring happiness. What happened?
Some do. Some don't.
The OP appeared to be one of the ones that was not happy so I tried to give him a way, a path to pursue.
If your plan brings you happiness and this is the outcome of your life - good for you. It might not be everyone's answer.
ymmv
Too long, too crappy to read
Morons hate truth. Been saying it from day 1. No surprises here.
You've been talking directly out of your ass hole from day 1.
That's the truth.
My reason for living is to keep from dying.
The coal mine job definitely does not make me happy. It makes me miserable. I think I've been miserable and down for so long that I don't know what happiness is anymore. Yes, I'm sure some of you will on that or tell me to go kill myself or something about Xanax or call me Gaycob or something else that's unoriginal and lazy. I do want to be happy someday. Working in retail is not something that I want to do forever. I mainly took the ty job so I could have a job. I had hope which is now false hope that the economy would get better but a lot of these so-called jobs that have come back are ty jobs i.e. retail and fast food jobs. I don't want to work in a store. Working in a store does nothing for me. I get no sense of worth, satisfaction, value, or happiness from working at a store. If I had it my way, I'd like to work in some type of field of work that involved travel. I'm just worried that I'm going to be a townie until I die. I don't want to be in 70s or 80s and have never been anywhere. I just turned 30 and I've never left North America. I've also never seen New York or California. Recently, I've been tempted to learn another language because I think it would be a good hobby and help me deal with stress and keep my mind off the coal mine.
you don't have to take a ty job just to have a job imho, 's consuming too much time which would've otherwise been better used. opportunities won't spontaneously come to your house and knock on your door, and it's almost certain that you'll hardly find any job better than this one with the current resources you have. the 5-6 working experience at the coal mine job won't help you land a decent job by any means, instead it only taints your degree and makes it even harder than when you had just graduated. if i were an employer i'd presume that you must have some deficiency in personality or some mental disability, or whatever it might be, because someone with a legit college degree (even though you consider it ) would've never accepted such a ty job like this tbh. i was also working at a ty deadend job a year ago or something, and i quit it just because i couldn't see no ing future working there, but at the very least it was affiliated to a fortune 500 company so it doesn't spoil my profile & resume too bad imho.
you may as well stop wasting your time on such a meaningless job imho. you can also come back to school and get paid what you deserve after you graduate with a master or even doctorate degree. it doesn't make no sense to regret the past, but it's never too late to fix what you've done wrong in the past imho. you're still on the green side of 30 and are smart enough to not have fallen into a 's trap yet, so you have every right to continue pursuing your dreams imho.
there're MANY good jobs out there but you have to equip yourself with better knowledge & skills in order to qualify for those jobs. getting back to school might just be one of the many options for you, you can try working as an aprentice alongside some eminent person in your area (or some new area you desire to work in) while earning some $ to sustain a frugal life, so you can learn some "useful" knowledge and get better prepared for the future. $ is the last thing that matters to you at this point of time imho, you just need to make sure that the next job you're gonna take is not a dead-end one tbh
Is Jacob a troll or is he really in such a ty situation in life ?
jacob ain't just trolling imho, it's easy to read sort of bitterness out of his writtings tbh
To find the meaning of life.
My reason for living is to enjoy the suffering of my enemies.
If you want to travel, try being a flight attendant. Fun, easy, good pay from what I've heard.
Then save up some cash, start your own biz in something that interests you.
Imo
I just need to get my in order. Stop wasting money on stupid like fat food, stop staying up til 5am, and basically stop being scared of anything that has potential risks and bad consequences or negative side effects. If I do those things, I will be happy.
You should get a therapist either way..and by either way I mean if you're a troll or if you're not a troll..whatever, you need help one way or the other..
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