Even if I wasn't a celibate and you gave me a hot to have sex with, no matter whom the is, the image of my Goddess would still be the only thing I would think of in my head while leaving my between that 's legs, and that would make me feel guilty enough to kill myself. I can't even allow myself to think of my "goddess" when I'm doing bad stuffs, like masturbation, or ing (which I've never done). But I can't even spend a minute not thinking of her like she had been with me all the time, so I have to behave like a holy person all the time and it helps me make a better person of myself.