You keep being a liar, I'm not an attention and not nothing, just being true and telling my honest feeling, truly after the last dissepointment and the way we lost the le my world ended, thanks to god(or Pop and Manu-depend on how you want to look at it) I'm now living in the most cruel life there is for human being, my soul so torn, hurt and in misery... after you will also find yourself one step from being in heaven, had the most amazing bliss already in your hands and than it all taken away from you in an instant, than after that kind of experience you could tell me how you feel and if I'm an attention ...