Reply With QuoteYou aren't here.
I don't see you.
That's what johnsmith said when you didn't show up and cowered in the back of your squad car.
Go on....
Good - you are truly sorry - I can read between the lines and this is really brave of you...
continue...
You aren't here.
I don't see you.
That's what johnsmith said when you didn't show up and cowered in the back of your squad car.
Go on....
Feeling lost and abandoned is perfectly normal -no shame in that -
I am here - don't lose focus - nothing will hurt you in here - you are safe..
continue
I can see your anger dissipating...good!
go on...
Are you posting from the floorboard of your squad car now?
Good, you're in a safe place.
johnsmith can't get you.
Go on....
What was your favorite super-hero growing up?
Superman?
Ok - why we don't call Mr. Johnsmith = SUPERMAN!!!!!
I like the fact that he makes you feel safe - so let us call him that, agreed?
Good, we are making progress. Now when you were scared - so scared you peed your pants - or pooped your pants -
Did you envision SUPERMAN coming to rescue you?
Tell me about it....
What was it about johmsmith that made you poop your pants?
Did you envision his kicking your ass?
What about your badge?
What about your gun?
What about your cop buddies?
You do have cop buddies don't you?
Is that what this is about?
Tell me what scared you.
Yes. yes... I see...
Let that anger come out - don't worry about bleeding on Blake - he is there for you!
There for you!
Let out all that anger, hostility, fear....especially fear - let it out - good!
Continue ...
You aren't answering any questions about your chickening out. I think you are.....afraid.
Again.
Like I said, you need to seek professional help about it. The meltdown you had the next day was likely only the beginning of negative fallout for you.
This is burning him badly
Well since you can laugh at murder victims, you can probably laugh at anything.
Good. Good.
Now that big bad mean SA210 - is not taunting you - and you are feeling safe -
Just try to remember the first time you went on the internet....
Ok good...
What memories do you have of that?
I'm listening....
What memories do you have of life before you chickened out as a cop?
I'm listening.
Btw, glad I made chump come into this thread..same as I made him go to the Truth thread (he regrets that
You have already stayed because of me.Btw, glad I made chump come into this thread..same as I made him go to the Truth thread (he regrets that
You have already left because of me.
You laughed at murder victims because -- well -- just because you are that kind of person.
I'm here for you - what is it about logging in to the internet for the first time - makes you defensive?
It is ok - just tune out the big bad bully SA210 -
remember - you are safe here -
so...the first time you logged onto the internet...
tell me...
Btw, glad I made chump come into this thread..same as I made him go to the Truth thread (he regrets that
so...the first time you chickened out as a cop...
tell me...
Was johnsmith your first time?
It can't have been. There must be many other instances.
It's OK. You can tell me.
I believe my contention of your obsession with me has been proved pretty conclusively.
Since you will keep posting about me when I'm gone, that will only further confirm it.
Good luck trying to down play that!
Aww -
"Superman" again...
I understand. Superman is here right now -- yes -- you are safe and Superman will watch over you like a guardian - and will hurt the big bad SA210 - if he scares you again...
Very good -
For today - we don't have to talk about how you soiled your pants - this is only to get acquainted with your feelings - but we will have to face that issue soon.
You are strong enough for this and Superman (johnsmith) is here with you...
Continue...
Well since you continually characterize johmsmith as "Superman" your fear of him is obvious.
What specifically makes you consider him to be so superior to you?
Or do you just feel small and powerless compared to anyone?
Is that it?
Yes, that must be it. You made a breakthrough tonight.
Identifying what is wrong with you is a big step: You feel inferior to everyone else.
It's true no badge or gun will help you with that. You have to heal yourself with professional help. I can probably look up some numbers of people who can help you now if you are afraid to do it yourself.
I can do whatever I wish.
I know you will keep posting about me either way.
I'm calling it right now.
sbm has chump posting waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more words than he is used to, per post. Even more than I make him..
holy
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