bump this thread, tbh
didn't even say a word to me the whole night in the classroom, maybe she just takes my liking with a pinch of salt, but who knows... It's good news for me because I can refocus on my study, or even if she just pretends to not like me, it doesn't matter to me at all for this moment imho, until at least I graduate and get a decent job which would give me the privilege and resources to really love someone, maybe her or someone else.
but still, I have to thank the "Lunar Goddess" for being the only appreciator of my works in my real life. You don't need to "have" someone to love him/her, imho, that's the most important point I've learned from life and delivered with my novels. Maybe lunar Goddess and I will turn out to be passer-by's and after graduation from college there'll be no more intersection of our lives, but still nothing would change the fact that she is the only person who has read my novels thoroughly and carefully (cully may be another one, but I'm not sure).
Thank you, Lunar Goddess, when you read this thread someday hope you don't feel annoyed noticing that I used the term " " on you quite a few times
Here...try this poem for her...
Lunar Goddess hear me out
My hairlip mouth just wants to shout
How much I love and care for you
I'll drink your piss and eat your poo
Please forgive my smelly pubes
My single ball and anal lube
My is small, I must confess
But in my pants, it makes a mess
When I think of you, I get real hard
My diapers bulge, I shoot my ward
My nipples ache and pierce my bra
Please come with me to Shangrila
what part of this topic actually has to do with Avante?
this part
Avante came, Avante saw
Avante clapped his monkey paws
He's fat, he's old, those are facts
His 3 inch weenie is not in tact
He likes to rub his mouth on balls
He likes to male blowup dolls
He likes to scratch his pubic sores
When he puts his junk in underage s
Avante, Avante where does he go
He's always here as you should know
Blues and Football, Field and Track
With dried up semen, in his crack
Last edited by cantthinkofanything; 07-08-2014 at 02:20 PM.
Sounds like you've completely given up on her.bump this thread, tbh
didn't even say a word to me the whole night in the classroom, maybe she just takes my liking with a pinch of salt, but who knows... It's good news for me because I can refocus on my study, or even if she just pretends to not like me, it doesn't matter to me at all for this moment imho, until at least I graduate and get a decent job which would give me the privilege and resources to really love someone, maybe her or someone else.
but still, I have to thank the "Lunar Goddess" for being the only appreciator of my works in my real life. You don't need to "have" someone to love him/her, imho, that's the most important point I've learned from life and delivered with my novels. Maybe lunar Goddess and I will turn out to be passer-by's and after graduation from college there'll be no more intersection of our lives, but still nothing would change the fact that she is the only person who has read my novels thoroughly and carefully (cully may be another one, but I'm not sure).
Thank you, Lunar Goddess, when you read this thread someday hope you don't feel annoyed noticing that I used the term " " on you quite a few times
Not yet bro, I'm gonna write a new Lunar Goddess poem soon and I'm gonna move to tears with that one I promise you.Sounds like you've completely given up on her.
Why dont you ask her out or something, to hang out outside of class stuff.
dude, you bang her once and I guarantee you'll release all that frustration. Its all bottled up by the looks of it. Every routine needs a cheat, even celibacy.
Truth bomb.
Alot of pent up frustration it seems. You need to release alot of that energy into her tbh. And when I say into her I mean, just her.
I fear being declined tbh. I'm not yet sure if she really has as much interest in me as I have in her, let alone knowing if she would like to me. Maybe I should ask that female friend to appoint a date of me and Lunar Goddess, and both of us (me and LG) would later thank her from the deepest parts of our hearts. It's always easier for a woman to approach another woman, imho. I think there's just one thin door between me and LG at the moment, and I hope that female friend will turn out to be the door opener for us. Even Goddess and the French were introduced to each other by a tattooist or something.
Fact is, I don't have no intention of going all out for her at this point of time, instead I want things maintained the way they are, just wait and see how everything progresses. She wants to stay in our town (so marrying a local dude would be certainly the best option for her imho) and I don't see no reason to go anywhere either, so it seems we would be the best partners to each other within our social affiliations, in any dimension. True, my cousins got some hot colleagues who're available so they can work as pimps for me if needed, but I doubt anyone of them should be as well educated as the "lunar Goddess" tbh.
But nothing is certain at this point of time. What I really want is some advice about some further tentative attacks at her, to test if she really has a feeling for me or she's just playing around. In a few minutes I'll post a new LG poem in the Club, which's the tentative test I spent the whole night last night designing (say, I had yet another sleepless night because of LG). I only had one such night even for Goddess tbh and that was after I watched Lost in Translation for the 1st time.
I mean, even if I don't get no pussy at the end of day, I would've still reaped some fine poems which would be such a fine consolation prize for me, tbh.
I stand corrected.
Your logic seems off here abit so help me out here..Fact is, I don't have no intention of going all out for her at this point of time, instead I want things maintained the way they are, just wait and see how everything progresses. She wants to stay in our town (so marrying a local dude would be certainly the best option for her imho) and I don't see no reason to go anywhere either, so it seems we would be the best partners to each other within our social affiliations, in any dimension. True, my cousins got some hot colleagues who're available so they can work as pimps for me if needed, but I doubt anyone of them should be as well educated as the "lunar Goddess" tbh.
But nothing is certain at this point of time. What I really want is some advice about some further tentative attacks at her, to test if she really has a feeling for me or she's just playing around. In a few minutes I'll post a new LG poem in the Club, which's the tentative test I spent the whole night last night designing (say, I had yet another sleepless night because of LG
You dont want to do nothing with her at the moment even though you're losing your senses for the girl. You also want to protect your celibacy but you are thinking way ahead by thinking marriage? What is that about?
rate this poem
I hear Brenda's got a baby
But, Brenda's barely got a brain
A damn shame
The girl can hardly spell her name
(That's not our problem, that's up to Brenda's family)
Well let me show ya how it affects the whole community
Now Brenda really never knew her moms and her dad was a
junky
I ain't losing sense imho, after a full night of good sleep I feel my love for that girl has grown even stronger. But I know the right thing for me to do now is get my focus back to my school work, to pursue a great future both for me and for LG. I just wanna maintain the sense between me and LG (provided she also has such similar sense), without no significant change in the real world until, say, at least we graduate and start to earn decent money which should be the very basis for a solid relationship. LG is the ideal type of female I'd like to get married to, healthy, smart, beautiful, and I'm also the kind dude she would want to settle with, I think. She's also approaching the 25 mark so I don't think we can still afford that much time playing around between random relationships. I just hope she has faith in me, so when the time is right we'll begin a serious relationship. School relationships are teenagers' games imho.Your logic seems off here abit so help me out here..
You dont want to do nothing with her at the moment even though you're losing your senses for the girl. You also want to protect your celibacy but you are thinking way ahead by thinking marriage? What is that about?
So I think I've made my point clear enough. I've made a plan for the present (celibacy, studying hard) and another for the future (having a serious relationship with LG), and I don't think those plans are supposed to be identical, not identical but still compatible, imho.
http://www.spurstalk.com/forums/show...31#post7489731The Lunar Goddess
Dawn is coming, night is gone
sun light rises above ground
staying awake in bed rolling around
echoes in my head an old love song
the Lunar Goddess leaves me in tears
while I'm waiting here all day long...
My face darker and hair turn brown
while you're always young
you cheer my heart up give me light
and I don't wanna be a passer-by
the Lunar Goddess leaves me in tears
while I'm waiting here life long..
I know right now isn't the right time for a serious relationship with her, that's why I made this poem above trying to show her my faith. Hope she understands it and grows such similar faith...
I went to the class this morning, my mood was rather low because I knew LG had gone to another city (for internship or some ) which's roughly 80 miles away from our town. We have an exam to take tomorrow morning so I knew she would be back briefly for the exam and gone again until the end of this month, but guess what? I saw her in the classroom in the morning today... She came back one day earlier when she didn't need to, or at least she could've arrived this afternoon and would still have plenty of time to prepare for the exam. She went to that city (city B hereinafter) yesterday, arriving there in early afternoon at soonest (maybe there was an important meeting or ceremony yesterday she couldn't miss). So she only stayed there for about half a day, more than 80 miles away... she traveled 80 miles by crowded train and bus just to see me one more time (knowing this is our last class this semester), and have a talk with me.
the talk went well between us, or to be more exact, among us and another "classmate" who is a college teacher himself. We shared opinions about our aspirations for the future, and I was thrilled to learn she wants to work in a college- the same workplace where I'd like to be after graduation... We share something in common in the career plan, which I believe can be a nice ground where a friendship, or something more than friendship germinates and grows. I might be just a bit too narcissistic (hope not though), but she talked to me so intimately (I mean her tone sounded intimate, not the contents she talked of course
I think this is a good starting point for me, and for her, because from now on we can share college job informations and have private chats on the internet concerning jobs, and maybe other stuffs as well... She ain't a local girl in our town but her aunt lives here so she's half native (which barely qualifies LG for my mother's criteria of her future daughter in law, mom wants me to marry a local girl and I'm always a good kid I don't wanna disappoint her), and she has basically the same career plan as mine, which delights me the most. Wish we can find jobs in the same college so we would be able to date each other on the romantic campus everyday like the teenage students do. But at this point of time, nothing is set and we can only hope for the best.
I guess LG must have read my poem yesterday and she was moved to tears just as I predicted. No girl could have resisted shedding tears while reading those lines if she knows the poem is written for her, tbh. So she decided to return from city B just maybe 8 hours something after she arrived there, and I was almost moved to tears too thinking about it. She might not be the most beautiful girl in the world and she might have other loves in the past (which's plainly normal for a 24yr old these days), but it's easy to tell she genuinely loves me, from the way she looks and smiles to me, maybe I've always been there in her heart since the first sight...
it was a cold autumn morning, we met in the hall going to the classroom. We didn't even talk and I didn't even know her name at that time (nor did she know mine, probably). I smiled to her, and I only smiled to her because she, dressed in that black long coat, looked so much similar to that Chelsea girl. Chelsea and I loved each other during undergraduate years but nothing developed between us, not even a friendship because we were both too shy, or because I was just a wimpy asshole. But thankfully, LG is rather gregarious and she can handle it much better than I or Chelsea would. But I can read the same love in her eyes and the eyes never lie.
I have to thank LG, she reshapes my life just as much as the Scarlett Goddess does, she lets me see the future and meaning of life, and I'm more and more convinced that she is just my Miss Right. Even if she leaves me someday for a better (a black one hopefully
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