Like I ever gave a if she gets ed down or not. She's been with her boy for years since undergraduate years at least, you, I or anyone else would be stupid as to think she or I has any interest in the other. We're just friends studying under the same professor and that's all. But LG is different I'm pretty sure she was single and clear when she first came to ENY (our city), but you know a lot of things could've happened the past nearly a year in a big metro like ENY. LG likes urban life and she even pretends to be native sometimes tbh (that's why I referred to ENY as "our home" in the poem). It's quite obvious she wants to stay here after graduation so I assume that getting married to a local dude should be the most appealing option to her. At least among the guys we both know I'd beat anyone to this, tbh. I heard she had a boyfriend the past year and they're probably still dating each other, but there's no way I could assure anything. Only via Rhea can I know more about LG. Rhea is a good friend and she'll do anything to help me realize what I described in the poem tbh, at least she'd be able to prevent me from embarrassing myself (like if she knows LG has already developed a firm relationship with that sissy boy, she would inform me of it and tell me to stop).
I have nothing to regret, nonetheless. At this moment I want nothing but a brother-sister type of friendship between me and LG, just like me and Rhea, or Chris Evans and Goddess. I just wanna stay focused on schoolwork while keeping all possibilities alive. Even if LG ends up being nothing but a friend to me, I wouldn't feel too disappointed either because I'd at least have a good friend in town who genuinely appreciates my writings.
