Strike the iron while it is hot...
if there's something I've learned from the past several months of crush on "Lunar Goddess", that is it. I knew at one point that she had a strong interest in me. She had waited about half a year for me to act, yet I remained inactive until today... I decided to make the move today, so I contacted her online earlier tonight but... only to learn that she's already back home, she just arrived home TODAY! If only I had decided to make the move one day earlier, just ONE day earlier

. It's just fate of mine, I think. I wanted to wait for the right time, now I have two good job options, but the Lunar Goddess is gone

. You never miss it until it is lost, imho. I value the Goddess more than anything, and I've written two poems the past two weeks indicating that I'd soon make the move, but she doesn't give me the chance no more. I'm poised to make the move now, but the Goddess is back home, and probably won't be back until February. I should've listened to your advice, Gummi, Shadow, and other friends. I should've acted quick and bold right away in July, instead of waiting until it turns cold. It's all my fault, I just hope she still has a bit interest in me and will give me a chance once she's back, otherwise I'll regret it for a long long time tbh. She probably knew I planned to make the move and she just did this as a punishment to me... I kept her waiting for half a year and now she's going to make me wait another half year. I've been distracted by the whole for half a year since summer and now I just want to get my together, I'll take a badass job and hope for the best.