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Cook food and shine your shoes?
Bro, dont be needy.
The Lunar Goddess - to be with you
Ever since my birth
I've been awaiting someone like you
The moment I heard
That you were away I felt so sad
I couldn't help but to rue
Fear I'd forever be lonely dude
I'll keep on waiting, it isn't over
I will spend a lifetime with you
I have dreamed of sitting next to you
In the only dim light of the moon
Gazing at your face that is so cute
In the new year I will be with you
It was her elegance
That gave me the special sense
Why do I still have doubt
Whether she likes me just as much
The better jobs she turned down
Cuz she wanted to be with me in town
Lunar Goddess, my love forever
I'll also give everything for you
I've always wanted to share with you
The truest love you've made me feel
You made air clearer, sky more blue
If only you allow me to be with you
No matter for how long I will always wait for you
You mean as much as my life
It enchants me to see you smile
When she spoke to me last June
I couldn't say how much I was moved
She often visits my alma-mater
Next time call me to go with you
I have always dreamed to be with you
A goddess sent down from the moon
It's my luck we go to the same school
I'll spend a whole life time with you
Last edited by Franklin; 01-02-2015 at 06:08 AM.
Cook food and shine your shoes?
Bro, dont be needy.
well, just as you know, our cultures are a bit different. I know many guys of my parents generation who usually cook at home. It's kinda a virtue here for men to frequent the mart and cook food at home (at least once in a while) instead of leaving the job all on their wives tbh.
I admit I'm in dire need for her and I can't hide it no more, nor do I want to. Only Lunar Goddess could give me the strength and confidence to keep striving in my career tbh. I don't even have much interest in college jobs now because she's signed with PwC. I'll teach myself some accounting/auditing knowledge so at least I'd be able to help her write some audit working papers, and so she wouldn't feel too exhaustedShe's the captain and I'm just a crewman, her decisions are exactly my decisions, her preferences are my preferences, her happiness is my greatest pleasure
poem edited, thanks for the advice SL. The line you quoted indeed looks a bit too submissive, I bet a girl wouldn't like the guy she likes acting that way tbh. I gotta man up while showing her my affections in an alpha manner imho. I'm not narcissistic or anything bro, just honestly speaking, I have the biggest appeal among all our male classmates, if she or any other girl wants to find a bf out of the class I'd be automatically the #1 choice. It's just that I had acted as a celibate in the past so the other girls didn't wanna risk flirting with me, but LG knew in the first place that it was all an act because she had read my Stranger in Hometown in which I introduced everything about myself in great details (my personality, my education background, my crush on Leigh at highschool etc...). Do I love her? Of course I do, but it's not like she's the best pussy I can ever get, she knows it too. I can assure you that more than half the girls in our class have dreamed of ing me and maybe even marrying me, and some of them look just as good as, if not better than my Lunar Goddess. But why I found LG so special while not giving two s about the rest?
Other girls may have interest in me because... I'm good looking, I'm a local dude and my education background appear superior to theirs mostly, I can easily beat any other male student in all these categories, I'm supposedly the most appealing target to those single girls who expect to find their partners during graduate study. TDMVPDOPY often says the gender ratio in China was like 1.5:1, which's totally bull because the real ratio is actually 1.1:1 at most, but things are completely different for our major where female students account for almost 80%. No bragging but I gotta say a girl would wet her panties immediately if I just give a light courteous smile to her tbh, and that was exactly what happened when LG and I met each other for the first time in the school lobby. I'm supposed to be the alpha in the expectant relationship, I just act a bit beta sometimes on purpose to make her feel more comfortable, but it doesn't mean I need to turn things upside down, that'd be wrong. Our relationship should be built upon equality and mutual respect imho, neither of us shall act superior or inferior to the other tbh. I just act a bit "needy" to offset the natural gap between me and her, tbh.
But still, what was the exact reason why I chose LG over all others? Girls like me for various reasons as I mentioned above, and those reasons must also count more or less in LG's mind but, it was my natural appeal that drew LG's attention in the first place when she didn't even know my name (nor did I know hers then). We had rarely met each other for more than half a year from late 2013 until June 2014, yet she hadn't forgotten me nor given up on me. And similar thing happened again... we hadn't seen each other for more than 4 months from July until November, yet the love remained strong as ever (thanks to my weekly poems). I believe that if she hadn't such ty classes to teach in the afternoon that day, but rather spend the rest of day with me, things would've progressed even further towards our desired end and she would've probably become my girlfriend already
Does she get naked or look good in under the skin?
How much meth did you smoke before writing this tbhpoem edited, thanks for the advice SL. The line you quoted indeed looks a bit too submissive, I bet a girl wouldn't like the guy she likes acting that way tbh. I gotta man up while showing her my affections in an alpha manner imho. I'm not narcissistic or anything bro, just honestly speaking, I have the biggest appeal among all our male classmates, if she or any other girl wants to find a bf out of the class I'd be automatically the #1 choice. It's just that I had acted as a celibate in the past so the other girls didn't wanna risk flirting with me, but LG knew in the first place that it was all an act because she had read my Stranger in Hometown in which I introduced everything about myself in great details (my personality, my education background, my crush on Leigh at highschool etc...). Do I love her? Of course I do, but it's not like she's the best pussy I can ever get, she knows it too. I can assure you that more than half the girls in our class have dreamed of ing me and maybe even marrying me, and some of them look just as good as, if not better than my Lunar Goddess. But why I found LG so special while not giving two s about the rest?
Other girls may have interest in me because... I'm good looking, I'm a local dude and my education background appear superior to theirs mostly, I can easily beat any other male student in all these categories, I'm supposedly the most appealing target to those single girls who expect to find their partners during graduate study. TDMVPDOPY often says the gender ratio in China was like 1.5:1, which's totally bull because the real ratio is actually 1.1:1 at most, but things are completely different for our major where female students account for almost 80%. No bragging but I gotta say a girl would wet her panties immediately if I just give a light courteous smile to her tbh, and that was exactly what happened when LG and I met each other for the first time in the school lobby. I'm supposed to be the alpha in the expectant relationship, I just act a bit beta sometimes on purpose to make her feel more comfortable, but it doesn't mean I need to turn things upside down, that'd be wrong. Our relationship should be built upon equality and mutual respect imho, neither of us shall act superior or inferior to the other tbh. I just act a bit "needy" to offset the natural gap between me and her, tbh.
But still, what was the exact reason why I chose LG over all others? Girls like me for various reasons as I mentioned above, and those reasons must also count more or less in LG's mind but, it was my natural appeal that drew LG's attention in the first place when she didn't even know my name (nor did I know hers then). We had rarely met each other for more than half a year from late 2013 until June 2014, yet she hadn't forgotten me nor given up on me. And similar thing happened again... we hadn't seen each other for more than 4 months from July until November, yet the love remained strong as ever (thanks to my weekly poems). I believe that if she hadn't such ty classes to teach in the afternoon that day, but rather spend the rest of day with me, things would've progressed even further towards our desired end and she would've probably become my girlfriend already
Would you ask this girl out already? Stop being a wuss brah.
I don't even know if she's back in town now or still at home tbh
I sent LG an email last night with New Year wishes, and an oblique question asking her if she's already back or when she'll be back, but I've received no response yet. Of course I can ask LG herself straight away, but I don't want her to think I want her back urgently. She had been away from home for nearly a year and she must be enjoying her time back home with parents, how could I ask her back, taking her away from her parents when she's just been home for about two weeks, just because I miss her alot? I can't be that selfish, my friend. I just want her to enjoy her vacation at home with her parents, and to know that I'll be always waiting for her. In the email I even proposed to drive to her hometown and come back together with her when she wants to come back. I'm just one "I love you" away from officially making her my girlfriend, but this is the toughest step for me because I've never done it before
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