Of course you manufactured it, and all by yourself. To those of us outside your tiny little fic ious ish world, we can see it clearly.
You are the only one in the dark. You are the only one denying the truth. And you are the only one
maintaining this fic ious rather than looking at the other side because all you have to do to see it is blink your eyes, click your heals, and change your outlook. Only you.
Believe me, none of us share your outlook.
You are your own little island of your own devising. And you seem to love it more than anything, otherwise you would change it with a snap of your fingers.
And for this reason you are your own worst enemy, basking in your own private , savoring all the delicious masochistic ramifications of it with every self made morsel that you cram down your throat.
You see, what you believe, is who you are, regardless of the truth, regardless of how things really are. You are living your own ish nightmare and worse maintaining it with your uncompromising at ude.
Don't you see this?
We do, it is as plain to see with every word you utter in this forum.
Step outside yourself for a minute and you'll see. But you have to be "willing" and not closed minded.
Any more, and I'll have to start charging you for these sessions!
