It ain't easy stinking like this. But, Christ, I've been preparing myself for this since ringing in '85. That's just me. I've died a thousand times, so, now that it is actually here I'm intimately familiar with it. I've peered out that door for 30 years. Now I finally know how it looks at reality. We were on the precipice of this abyss post '10 Finals. On the very edge. I do not believe we have made one cogent decision/choice since Game 7, '10. It's just fantastic how we've fallen. And we still have not found bottom. I fear there may not be one for us.